The more I think about I believe God blessed me to be a mother because he know if I wasn’t I would’ve been dog-walked those who got me all the way f’d up. I swear the hardest thing for me lately is being civil. I been wanted to smack tf outta our manager, lame coworker, people who think they untouchable, my EXs, etc. Its like y’all really don’t know who tf you messing with. The main reason I haven’t popped off yet is because I really don’t want to go to jail and leave my child to deal with the world on her on. She will need me to be there for her. God definitely keeps me in check of course. I fear him more than I care to prove my point. He keeps me humble, which I prayed for.
But I know me. If I say what’s on my mind and they say anything rude or disrespectful back I’m gonna wanna lay hands on them and they will never ever be worth being away from my kid, disappointing God, and loosing my freedom.
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